¡hola! Bienvenido, vámonos a un viaje juntos...
I could try and impress you by saying that I took four years of Spanish honors in high school, but I would have to stop there. Because, 1) that was four years ago and 2) the only thing I actually remember is “como se dice…” (“how do you say...”) and I would finish the sentence in English. In high school we spent more time learning about Spanish culture (i.e. eating Spanish food) than the language.
So here we are, I barely know any Spanish and I'm moving to Costa Rica.
I may not be great at speaking or understanding Spanish any time soon, but I’m starting small, preparing the best I can. For the past few months I’ve been working on just getting accustomed to hearing it.
I changed my phone to Spanish mode, which has helped me see and hear everyday vocabulary–even if it stresses me out more than occasionally when I’m getting directions while driving. I've also been using the Duolingo app which has helped me a ton with pronunciation. If this doesn't help, I’m just telling myself that my confused face will let everyone know I’m clueless.
Along with working on my Spanish, I've been studying Mere Christianity by C.S. Lewis. Going through this book I have begun to love how it explains Godly relationships, forgiveness, hope, and morality in a more profound yet understandable way.
A piece that has stuck with me so far is about forgiveness and what it means to “love your neighbor as yourself.” I love myself, even when I am not fond of myself. I may hate that I’m greedy and selfish but I don’t ever truly hate myself; this is how I should love my neighbor, I can hate their sins without hating them.
The most important lesson I’m learning (in a new way everyday) is to trust. God’s ultimately bringing me to Costa Rica. I’m preparing, but He’ll provide everything I need and will open doors and close others.
I’m still getting overwhelmed with the logistics sometimes. Finishing school brings a lot of anxiety and a fear of the unknown. Recently, many tears have fallen over grades and finances. During these times I have to be reminded to stop and remember His promise to care for me. Most of the time I have to try this, then try it again because it’s still hard.
I would love your encouragement and prayers throughout this journey, and if you have any tips on learning another language or book suggestions comment below!
I’ll be posting about the final preparations over the next few weeks and a bunch while I’m in Costa Rica. If you’d like to hear about it through email, I’d be honored if you’d drop yours below.